wow. i was just looking back to a year ago and was quickly reminded of all the shit that went down with C last april. yep, that was BAD. not fun, not good. man, i was miserable. it’s been a while since i thought about that. yuck, i hope i never have to feel that way again. nobody deserves to hurt like that, yuck. in fact, i hope none of you have to feel that way again, either. i know everyone gets their heart broken in life, and i’m hoping that since i’ve experienced that and learned a lot from it (no one is perfect, we let each other down sometimes, etc.) maybe i won’t have to go through it again… =) i definitely am a stronger person for going through it. i’m glad now that things have worked out with C. back then i was really unsure, but i’m really happy with him, we have a great time together, we make each other laugh, and our relationship has grown a lot. i guess it does that over time. it’s really funny to think back to the beginning, how we were both presenting the “perfect” versions of ourselves…heh! and now it’s more…real life. lol.
wow, i really need to get going–it’s noon! i plan on accomplishing as many of the following tasks as i can today:
–unloading the dishwasher
–unloading the dryer and then washing the sheets
–doing my homework for tomorrow’s class
–looking over this week’s lesson plans (did i mention i only have 3 1/2 days of teaching left??!!)
–sending my email complaint about my absolutely awful experience at the testing center last week
–clean the bathtub
–clean the kitchen and bathroom counters
–sweep the floors, vaccuum the carpet
–sit outside by the pool and listen to some music
–finish taking my practice test for that damn exam i have to take thursday
–complete my job application for Carrollton since the job fair is next saturday
–hang up my small mirror and the big print i bought
–find my checkbook
i’m certain there’s more…oh well. doesn’t that sound like a fun-filled day??? (there’s no way i’m going to get all of that done, but hey, it’s the thought.)
so in conclusion, my life is pretty good! i mean, yeah, i’m constantly busy, rushing around, and my plate is too full for me to do my best in any one area (teaching, grad classes, or at home), but i’m working toward a new career that i really think i’m going to like, i’m living with someone i love and who always makes me smile, i have great friends to talk to and hang out with (assuming i start having free time in the future), and i get to perform and sing sometimes. everyone else should be so lucky. sometimes i get caught up with the stress of thing and forget all the good aspects.
first wives’ club is on. great movie.
i better get to enjoying what’s left of the weekend!
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