troisieme on November 3rd, 2007

well, i will say that i love this thing they call “DVR.” i still call it “Tivo,” kind of how some people call every brand of soda, “Coke.” so god bless tivo.

it seems as if we may have found a wedding venue, and a cheap one at that. how bad of an idea is it to have an outdoor wedding toward the end of june? we really want it to be outdoors, and i’ve always said i’d have the wedding i want, not the wedding other people want me to have or think i should have, but now i’m like, well crap, what if everyone hates us because it’s hot or something? i hate second guessing myself. it really isn’t possible for this day to be perfect–not when you’re on a budget, at least.

it was a long day. a long, long day. i am writing on my laptop–my laptop that crashed last week and now has a brand new, very empty hard drive. i think i’m still in shock, but yes–all my files and photos and everything are gone. not so good.

did i mention it was a long day? a long week, too. i kind of hate my job sometimes. ok, more than sometimes, kind of. it’s too stressful. i don’t handle stress very well. i think i might need some xanax. who knew 8 and 9 year olds could be so distressing?

how could it be that the wedding planning has just begun and already i wish the damn wedding was over? this is clearly not going to be as much fun as i anticipated.

man, i’m a downer tonight. i want to marry C, i just don’t want to plan the wedding. it’s times like these when having a lot of extra money to throw around would come in really handy.

One Response to “and so it goes…and keeps going…”

  1. ELOPE! Cheap. Go to some tropical island and care no more for these ‘others.’ It’s all about YOU TWO!
    Marriage in the sand, with the ocean as your back drop, margaritas right around the corner… Than throw a big, HEY WE JUST GOT HITCHED party when you get back.

    Okay. That’s just me. =) Still in shock. You’re engaged. HAPPY DAYS! (dancing)

    Just tell me there’s at least free beer at the After Party. hehehehe!

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